“Nothing that is worth the wait has ever been easy.” – or something like that, right? I’ve always struggled with finding my path and knowing what I wanted to do separate from my mothers dreams for me, my peers hopes and my siblings aspirations.
Those moments when you realize why you haven’t been happy, I feel like those are the moments to documents so I remember not to travel down that path again. I got lost in the a dream that was once mine but no longer is. Along with not knowing where I wanted to end up, it became a tangled spider web of emotion; some ugly, some blue, mostly cloudy.
I am embracing this feeling. It is okay and it will be okay. I am only temporarily lost on my journey to what I want to be. It is worth the wait to take my take my time and figure things out piece by piece.